I’m in such an affectionate mood today. I want to baby & cuddle everyone.

My mom figured out how to open locked doors finally & now I can’t even have emotional breakdowns in peace. I am so upset. 

I am going to save the planet one day & I’m going to do so with a ridiculously nice cleavage.

I still miss you so much, all the time. 

It’s still fucking unbearable. No matter how hard I try I can’t replace you. 

I do not appreciate my dreams. I do not appreciate my subconscious.

go away.  

Nostalgia has a funny way of creeping up on me. 

My only ambition is to make it to the 20th round of Zombies on Black Ops.

I fall in love with everyone at some point even if its for an hour. 

I woke up with this incredible adoration for life.

I want to love everyone & everything.

It sometimes feels like I’m standing in the middle of a room with all these people judging me & making me feel so guilty for every mistake I’ve ever done. & I let them, I let these friends, family, significant other do this. Everyone is watching me eat myself alive. 

Theres something really wrong with me. 

Trying to fight desire to buy ticket to New York. 

I started laughing while going through my closet for a shirt & suddenly started sobbing… 

First & foremost, I am a humanist. 

No one knows how to make me cry like my parents. I’M SO MAD I CAN’T.