
We don’t know how to take photos kissing so we tend too look awkward. (Taken with instagram)

Today marks four years. It seems crazy to realize that it has been this long. I have been with this boy since I was fourteen with the exception of one complete month that we have broken up within these four years.
I’m a sapiosexual. So glad my boyfriend is so smart :*
I feel as if my life has been perfect as of lately. It’s cool. I like my friends a lot. (Shout out to Kiki and Cat for being super adorable and cool and shiiiiiteee)
I’m doing pretty kickass with all my exams. I really like that all my teachers just give me four exams and I just gotta pass em to get an A in the class.
Also I have the best boyfriend in the world so I can’t find a reason to complain. We keep talking about future plans of moving in together in the next two years maybe and checking out schools out of state that will benefit us both. We’ve especially been talking about the dog and cat we will be getting and their names.
& BEFORE I FORGET let me just mention how ‘The Walking Dead’ premieres Sunday and we’re gonna throw like a get together to watch it so thats something to look forward to. I’m gonna order my walking dead shirt and hopefully it comes in on Saturday so I can wear it hahah. I might also buy the books since my dad finally put money in my card.
People have often asked me why do I call Maurice ‘momo.’ First off I hate when couples refer to each other as babe; I’ll use baby every now and then but I call everyone my bb so it’s not special. When I first saw Samurai Champloo I fell in love with Fuu’s flying squirrel momo (meaning “peach” in japanese and also short for “momonga” meaning flying squirrel). Momo is cuddly, cute, and usually appears in order to help Fuu when she is in difficult situations. So thats why I named Maurice momo, besides I think he has the cutest pet name out of every other couple we know cause it’s slightly original.

It really scares me how people want Maurice and I to get married especially since I think we’re both over the fact that we aren’t the same people we used to be and that we both want different things. It also scares me how much of a good couple people think we are cause we have literally destroyed each other and created new people, people we’re not sure we even like. I wonder what people would think if they saw how we are alone. I’m sure no one would want us to get married then hahaha. My relationship is unhealthy and I know this but it’s really ok cause he’s my best friend and sometimes without him I feel so empty and useless. I need him still so much that it scares me more than anything else.


My boyfriend likes to act like a pretty woman sometimes.